Chapter Fourteen: Chef

Whose bacon is this?

God, this life of mine. Why is it so difficult to commit to a decision…I’m commit to literally anything. That was the point of this blog. I’m doing an incredibly mediocre job at that just like the rest of my fucking life. I’m suck in such a ridiculous and pathetic rut. Again. How many fucking times do I have to do this?! I get to a certain point and then I want to run away, start over, just wash my hands of my life…

What happens every time is I leave, more broken than I started, and I just keep becoming less and less of a person. I’m broke, there’s like 48% of myself left.

I hate it. Fuck.

Why can’t I just do what I love, love myself, and love the others around me?

“I may not do everything great in my life, but I’m good at this. I manage to touch people’s lives with what I do and I want to share this with you.” -Chef

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